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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

March 28, 2010


well the past few days have been somewhat alright till the uncle is getting on my nerves. LOl his car broke down and i laughed at that because well he got what he deserved on that. Then he says he cant get food because oh he cant walk to the store which is only half a mile which is sad. Me and my fiance walks more than that. He finally get the car fixed and wants us to make him his food. When we said no he throws a fit and starts being an ass. Seriously im tired of his shit. Im not being nice anymore to him.NO symphathy from me. He has been saying he wants to die a lot lately and well he can die for all i care. Be no more stress from him. If that means i go on the streets well then i go on the streets. Im sick of his bullshit. He gets a full paycheck each week and still says he doesnt have money to pay for anything. Thats bullshit he makes um about 900 a month. You can do everything on that. Lets do the math okay mortage is um 530 The pastor pays 200 so all he has to come up with is 330. Okay that leaves him with about 600 something. Then electric and engery is oh 60 dollars a month and so is internet.. another 120 gone and that leave hims with somewhat 500 something. Then water is 30 dollars and thats all so he will have 400 left over each month to do what he wants. Yet he says he cant pay the mortage, doesnt pay the electric or energy, doesnt pay the water till they almost cut that off, and internet getting cut off again. So where does his money go to... Um i know where... to stupid shit, like his stuff in the pawn that costs way more to get out, um things he does not need and lets it sit in the house.
The other uncle was right on that. He pays on stupid stuff an when it comes to priotery stuff he doesnt pay at all. he has the pastor and his sister pay it. I wish i could get out of this hell hole and get my own place. Uncle is keeping us here because he knows we cant get jobs and wants to feel superior to us. He knows that when we move we will be able to get jobs and leave his ass. We have helped him out so much and this is the thanks we get. Wants everyone to pay and do everything for him but when it comes to doing it back he doesnt. He does mind games instead.
Anywho the wrap up for the week is um internet is getting cut off by tomorrow or at least midnight tonight. Um just been one stress after another. Im greatful that My fiances mother is helping us to get some money and to let anthony get into the docs. Tomorrow or later on this week we will see what is wrong with his back and get his asthma inhalers. Um me ive been writing more and more to my story but chapter six is a bit hazy so sorry for the delay guys just trying to sort all of that. Also been doing my cross stitching and almost done with the tan on the bamboo. Taking forever because it is tedious and get bored after a while lol. Hm i guess that is everything for the wrap up of the week.
Talk to you guys later :)

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