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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

August 24, 2010

sorry im back now

okay im sorry that i havent been on to blog but now im back.. :D hehe so how is everyone? Me im not to well.. for the things as this in a list..
My life
What i just watched on the news
Cutting
Eating problems
Not having a job
i think thats about it. Just been rough. I had another break down yesterday. Seems like im having a lot of them. Is this a sign of a break through or what.. but i dont like them at all. They suck and they make really sick. Okay also i heard about this. This makes me upset. A lot of people got rejected on the loan modification. THis is not right. My fiancee uncle is one of the few who got on it.. and he got it. I think the reason is because he put us down which is bullshit.. because he can pay it on his own. Yet you see all these people who try to keep up with their mortgage and yet he sits here in total bliss. I think its not right. I dont like it when there are people who truly need it and yet the uncle is taking advantage of it. It disgusts me a lot. I hate when people do that.. take advantage of the gov. and when people who need it the most cant even get help. Sigh it just pisses me off. Anyways heres the rest of my rant on the things for today and what not. So here you go :)

wow was watching the news and somethings i dont like. Right now there is a school that is trying to put a tracking devise into the ids and keep an eye on them. Im sorry this is not right. It is the mark of the beast and also it violates their privacy. That means that they will be tracked at home, and everywhere they go. This shouldnt have to be because in the real world we dont have tracking devises. So why should the kids have it? And also another thing that ticks me off is that in L.A. there is a luxury school being built. About 5 something million dollars? Where the hell is the money going too? Hmm to this stupid thing. hell it makes my school look like a freakin dump. Instead of making a big and luxury school why not help the kids and get a good education? Hm my school is run down but they had a lot of good programs for the kids. SO this should wake up people who pays taxes which is a lot.. the money is going to this stupid thing, and into the pockets of senators and what not. This world is coming to an end where all they fuckin care about is money and nothing else. Sigh what next... shakes head. Ariabelle.