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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

October 21, 2010

Feelings of a lonely Wolf by Ariabelle Sierra

wolf tears
spring from the depths of my eternal well

Howling its loving words
to his partner

vowing devoted love
protection and honor
till the day he dies

His pride and love
goes into his family

providing shelter and food
for his mate and cubs

Except for the one day

Oh he regrets leaving them alone now

Memories flood him
leaving his mate and cubs
in the den


while taking a short jaunt
in the woods to get them food


It was sorta chilly
with bad omens in the air

Ran down the spine of the wolf
whispering its feelings
into his pointy ears

Turn back now
it called to him

But he shrugged it off
no need to worry about anything..
the wolf thought

and keeps trotting further into
the woods

hours goes by and finally
catches his prey

Bringing it back to the family
thinking and grinning they will
be so proud that i caught a huge buck
on my own

And he trots off for home

A mile before home
he smells smoke in the air

And fear ruffles his fur
wondering if his family is okay
Its the only thing thats on his mind

running as fast as he can
he gets to his place

fire blocks his path to his den
making him back further and further away

He could only sit and watch the fire blaze into the night
while gazing in the distance
he sees humans walking away from that area

His instincts kicks in
knowing his family had died
by the hands of humans

And the pain of loneliness grew
deep inside him

Looking up to the starry/bloody moon
he howls his vow of vengeance
on those who killed his dear ones

To never rest till he found them one day
and be rid of them
After that he feel into a deep black sleep

The next day and onward he walked for miles
not knowing where exactly he was at

only his vow of vengeance kept him going
sniffing the humans
who caused him pain

After many months of walking aimlessly
he stumbles for nearly starving

he has found
those who took his love

teeth bared, low growls
coming forth from his lungs

he charges them in a white blaze of hate
snapping each humans head
and tearing flesh from the bones

slowly relishing in the kill
and knowing the revenge has been completed

he knows it is time
to move on with life

and be happy and live
for the one he loves!

Hardships of love by Ariabelle Sierra :)

Two souls
intertwine with each other emotions

each experiencing the others pain
without going through it themselves

mixed emotions
tangle up their life signs
caught by the whirl winds of suffering

each feeling theyy are facing the pain alone
distancing themselves to be complete strangers

only to face another battle
of unseen fortune

Both souls life lines
fray at the struggle of staying soul mates

only to be frayed more and more
by the sight of never knowing
when the suffering will end

hardships after hardships
crash upon them
like the wild tides of the ocean

leaving a little bit of themselves
in the ocean of consequences
for making each choice
of where to go next in life

their hopes and dreams
are fraying at their central core

wearing down their love for one anothe
rand fights/bickering pop up
here and there

only to leave them
feeling lonely and empty inside

each one as their
rational decision comes back

feeling guilty for what they said
wanting the other back at their side

to feel the love and warmth
they gave each other

the feeling of being whole
and not separated or lost
through all the chaos

each partner beckons to the other
with the power of love inside
flashing through the life lines

beeping faster and faster
as they come closer and closer
to the other half

looking upon each other
with a glowing love

knowing they won
each other back
through the tedious hardships
they endured for one another

also knowing in their hearts
nothing will break them
apart ever again.