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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

March 6, 2011

Persuading Decisions Poem

How do you know if you are Dominant or a slave?

When for so long, you were taught both ways

each side, debating, deceiving one another

Whispering, you should be this

or you should be that

But how can you know

truly deep down inside

what or who you are?

Are you truly a dominant person?

Or a meek little slave?

Too many conflictions

tormenting this shallow heart

thats suppose to decide

how this soul will end up being

Will it hurt too much?

too deep?

to feel anything

but the sadness it dwells in

To appease others?

Or will this soul

do what she desires

deep inside the abyss

thats suppose to be her essence?

Will this be suffice for this poor girl?

Or is there something else

pondering on the back of her mind?

Is this truly who she is

wanting her own desires?

Or appeasing others

till they finally see who she really is?

Too many memories

too many false hopes

dwell inside this girl

To even think of who she is

but this shouldnt deprive her

of all the senses of who she is

Of who she wants to be

but to mold her

into a magnificent butterfly she should be

Is this the answer she is looking for?

Or is it something else

thats awaiting her along this

path, she calls her yearnings

What path should she take?

Should she go, right

and be the dominant her mother always wanted her to be?

Or should she go,left

and be a submissive like her father has always wanted?

What will tug her further too?

What will take over her and build personality to

the desired choice she makes?

Should she take delusions and false hopes

false dreams, her mother whispered into her ear

or should she take truth, trust

and honesty, like God has sung deep inside her chest

What should she choose?

Good or Evil?

Which will be a better path for her to take?

To be happy with someone she truly desires

which is to be almost like her, only dominant instead

Or should she be miserable, and heartbroken

and appease her mothers appetite to this down trodden

ways of life?

That lies beyond this point

that lies beyond the cross roads

of consequences and reality

She must choose, what she will do

with her life choices,

and what the outcome will be.

This is truly what her heart

is singing to her....

Do what you think is right

To never give up, pursue what you want

desire what you will

But never give up on hope

Never give up on yourself

that will be your biggest demise

Stay true to your heart

stay true to yourself

never let that leave you, eternally.

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