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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

March 27, 2011

Uncertain Possibilities Poem

I.
So many confusions in this world
where do we begin
and where do we end?

is there any between that as well?
Or is it just gray walls that just
keep building
reshaping when something happens to us?

Or does it stay the same
thick slab of slate
written on our souls
that nothing can change this

II.
that nothing can be built to replace
the solid feelings,actions
that happens in our life

Do we accept this?
Or do we try in vain
to change the impossible

To see if we can change ourselves
to form into something entirely different
than what someone told us what we are?

Do we let this stay?
Or do we make a difference?

Or do we just give up on all hope
and walk this path alone?
thinking/pondering on things that should of never been done
never been said
yet they happened no matter
what outcome you thought up

Was it for the best
the worse?
what was the purpose for it to happen?
none of these thoughts can be
erased from your heart

III.
Too many hopes
Too many dreams
etched inside this creature

who's searching for a purpose
of his own
Searching who he is
Searching for the answers
of the questions
that plague his heart, body and mind

Will they be answered?
Or will they just be washed away
slowly with the tide
that builds deep inside this well
of uncertainty

IV.
Where can he find these answers?
Where can he find his broken heart?
Who can show him
what he is suppose to be?

Will this be the end of him?
Or will life just tick on by

V.
ticking on by
as the minutes
days
months
years
just pass him by
with unanswered questions
etched onto his being

Can he learn to deal with
the unanswered questions?
or will it plague him slowly
till it consumes him

and devour him
of his precious time

of his precious hourglass
that is sealed in so much

guilt
hate
confusion

VI.
that it clouds which paths to take
what roads lays beyond
this uncertain being

Will he learn to try and make a new road
a new path for him to live his life?
Or will he just keep crumbling his soul
to find those answers
that are lodge deep within?

VII.
Who knows these answers
that plague his mind

Who knows what road he will take
when new decisions arise

Who knows when his days are done
looking for those answers

looking for something to live for..

looking for the purpose
that made him live his days on this lonely journey

Who knows his true meaning of life
that brought him to this rocky road of uncertainity?
VIII.
will anyone help him out?
to make him yearn for life

Will anyone speak up
telling him who he is

Will anyone tell him
the answers that lie within

Who will answer all these uncertainties?
Will it be you or someone else?

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