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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

May 30, 2011

B.D.S.M. in Claiming of Sleeping Beauty

BDSM in The Claiming of Sleeping beauty

1. Pg. 07-"Go to your master, the King.
2. Pg.10-"I'm your Prince,"he said,"and that is how you will address me, and that is why you will obey me."
3. Pg.10-"Answer me properly,"he whispered.
4. Pg.10-Beauty ordered to dine with him, and to remain with him, and he told her firmly that she was to wear no clothing.
5. Pg. 11- Rather he took her little wrists and held them behind her back as the table was brought in, and then he ordered her to sit opposite.
6. Pg. 13-"And in those times you served your time in my great-grandfathers castle, did you not, and perhaps your queen also?"
7. Pg. 13-"I will take Beauty to serve,"said the Prince."She is mine now."
8. Pg. 16- She kept her hands obediently on her thighs,exposing her sex,and he observed that she did not try to hide her stiff little pink nipples with her arms and he approved of this.
9. Pg. 16- "I'm going to punish you for that," he said to her tenderly.
10.Pg.19- And i have still to punish you for your earlier impertinence."
11.Pg.20-"I wont punish you very much," he said gently, lifting her chin.
12.Pg.20-But Beauty, to confess the truth, i shall love punishing you."
13.Pg.21-And as he drew near her now, he thought he must be merciful and make her punishment quick.
14.Pg.23-She obeyed immediately.
15.Pg.23-"I find you very obedient and eager to please, and this makes me very happy."
16.Pg.23-She obeyed shyly,miserably.
17.Pg.26-And you wont find me such a hard master. Only a very thorough master.
18.Pg.29-"And you mustn't resist your Lord and master,hmmmm?"
19.Pg.32-And she obeyed,her bare feet making not the slightest sound on the worn stone steps as she followed him.
20.Pg.32-She was yet beautiful, though more than twice Beauty's age, and he wondered if she too had served his great-grandfather.
21.Pg.32-33-"I have restored your Kingdom, and you know full well if you remember anything of the ways my land,that Beauty will be much enhanced by her service there."
22.Pg.33- The spring is warm already;Beauty shall suffer no ill effects from serving me immediately."
23.Pg.33-Beauty's servitude will not be forever?"
24.Pg.34-Now,tell her to obey as your parents commanded you to obey when you were sent to us."
25.Pg.34-"Obey him.Obey the Queen. And though you find your servitude surprising and difficult at times, be confident you will return, as he says,greatly changed for the better."
26.Pg.36-And she inclined to him obediently at once.
27.Pg.39-"Bind her hands over her head by a rope from the sign over the Inn gate, and let the people have their fill of her.
28.Pg.42-43-Beauty, her cheeks flaming, obeyed, turning so the crowd could see her reddened buttocks and then again to show her breasts and her sex as the Captain kept his finger
under her chin lightly.
29.44- Beauty obeyed, her face so red that her eyebrows and eyelashes gleamed golden in the sun,and the Prince kissed her.
30.Pg.46-Obediently they backed away, but they continued to watch, as the Prince mounted his horse, and instructing Beauty to clasp her hands behind her neck, he ordered her to walk before him.
31.Pg.48-"And there is no command that you must shrink from obeying ever. If i tell you to please the lowliest vassal in the field,you will strain to obey me perfectly.
32.Pg.50-With tears spilling from her eyes,Beauty obeyed, and then he gathered her, still on her knees, into his arms and rewarded her with dozens of wet and loving kisses.Obediently she put her arms around his neck.
33.Pg.55-"But I showed you this opportunity, both to reward their devoted attention and teach you that punishment will come whenever i desire to give it. You need not be disobedient to merit it.I will punish when it pleases me.
34.Pg.57-Pricked by his voice, Beauty almost scurried to obey, and all those around her saw her tear-stained face.
35.Pg.59- For a moment no one obeyed him.
36.Pg.61-She had obeyed all his commands, and he understood how difficult it was for her.
37.Pg.64- And,very relieved, she went almost too quickly to obey, pulling the thick tie that closed the shirt at his throat.
38.Pg.68-She felt for a moment that she couldn't stand, but to disobey him was unthinkable.
39.Pg.73-I explained earlier that punishment would not always be for a transgression.
40.Pg.81-"You bore it so well, with such obedience to his Highness, the Prince."
41.Pg.85-And you are his Princess, and he has claimed you and all know you are in his power and must do as he commands you.
42.Pg.87-Obediently, Beauty looked down,and not knowing what to do with her hands, quickly brought them to the back of the neck.
43.Pg.90-91-She obeyed pliantly as the girl told her to spread her legs. She felt the satin go tight around her right ankle and then it firmly bound her left ankle, and then the girl,standing before her on the bed, bound the Princess's hands high on either side of her.
44.Pg.92-"I have taught you much,and i am so very pleased with you,"he said,"and so now you know a new suffering, a new sacrifice for you Lord and master.
45.Pg.101-My first love slave,and i am very proud to have claimed her."
46.Pg.101-"My first love slave."
47.Pg.114-Their heads were bowed, their hands behind their necks, and they were all of them very handsome to look at,as beautiful each in his own way as the young women on the other side,but their great difference lay in their sex,for their organs were erect and hard to a one,and
Beauty could not keep her eyes off this sight,for they appeared to her even more vulnerable and subservient.
48.Pg.116-Beauty felt it now just looking at these slaves, and she felt a quiet relief that for a moment she herself was unobserved.
49.Pg.121-The young slave you saw, Prince Alexi, is very much a favorite of the Queen or he wouldn't be dealt with so lightly."
50.Pg.122-Once again, the slave was on his hands and knees and kissing the feet of the Queen as the Page waited in attendance.
51.Pg.122-Now the slaves buttocks were very red.
52.Pg.122-There were obvious welts on them and little patches that seemed much redder than the rest, and as the young slave Prince kissed the Queen's feet, Beauty could see also his scrotum between his legs, dark,hairy and mysterious.
53.Pg.125-Several other slaves had been soundly spanked during the course of the banquet, and it seemed finally that no offense was required,merely the decision of a Lord or Lady.
54.Pg.126-Would she be sent away to some place with all these slaves?
55.Pg.128-"No, my Lord, I shall attend to it myself the first few days,possibly longer,"said the Prince,"thought you may of course,whenever the occasion arises,instruct her, teach her manners,the general rules that pertain to all the slaves, and so forth.
56.Pg.129-"Very well, your Highness," said the Lord,"but i think you realize that firmness in the beginning is a mercy to the slave, especially when the slave is such a proud and spoilt Princess."
57.Pg.129-I rather think she enjoyed his punishment as much as her masters and mistresses."
58.Pg.130-"It was i who drew her attention to the other slaves so she might profit from their obedient example."
59.Pg.134-"You see here we are not without provisions for disobedient little slaves,"he said in his usual gentle voice.
60.Pg.135-She deserved this,and she would never again make such a terrible mistake, no matter how beautiful or enticing were the slaves,and her boldness to look at them had been unforgivable.
61.Pg.137-"And you will learn to please me in all things,and you will never please me with your eyes upon the male slaves of my mother.
62.Pg.140-"Im your slave, my Prince,"she said.
63.Pg.147-They were of about the same age, surely,and about the same height, but here stood the darker Prince Alexi quite helpless and humble before the Prince who was striding back and forth before the fire,his face cold and merciless and slightly agitated.
64.Pg.149-The submissive Prince looked down again and there was nothing in him but the grace and dignity Beauty had witnessed before.
65.Pg.151-"As long as it pleases your Highness, and my mistress, the Queen,"Prince Alexi answered.
66.Pg.152-"And you can give my Beauty a lesson in willingness and perfect submission."
67.Pg.153-"Kiss my new slave and welcome her to this house.
68.Pg.154-Study this example of the obedient slave.
69.Pg.155-If only she could hide her fascination,feign only submission.
70.Pg.156-Yet even as she watched, amazed,wondering at his control and his endurance, she could see the sighs of strain in him.
71.Pg.160-The Prince with ordinary strides that took no cognizance of the difficulty of his slave approached the bed, and then turning, made his way back to the fire,his slave struggling before him.
72.Pg.163-And if it is the rule that i can be spanked until he draws blood...
73.Pg.173-Rather Lord Gregory was arguing only that Beauty must be taken to the Slaves' Hall and properly groomed.
74.Pg.173-"Your Highness, you are enamored of her, of course,"Lord Gregory said,"but you remember, surely, your own censure of other Lords, especially your cousin,Lord Stefan,on account of his excessive love for his slave....."
75.Pg.173-"Maybe you should take her to the Slaves' Hall,"he murmured,"though only for the day."
76.Pg.176-There were deep shelves cut into the walls all along three sides of it, and on these shelves on pallets, slept the many slaves, both male and female.
77.Pg.180-The first few days slaves are always overexcited.
78.Pg.183-184-But i see you are very passionate and much enamored of your new masters and all they wish to teach you."
79.Pg.184-It only means that you must learn yet another form of discipline.
80.Pg.184-You are awakened to the desires of your master as you should be, but you must learn to control that desire just as you see the male slaves control it."
81.Pg.185-186-I had not thought to commence this detailed instruction so soon, but i shall tell you now that you are never allowed to experience full pleasure save at the whims of your master or mistress.
82.Pg.188-Each slave,no matter how he or she ranks or pleases or displeases, has a groom, and that groom is devoted to that slave, to that slave's needs and wishes, as well as preparing the slave for the master.
83.Pg.188-Now, of course, there will be times when i shall have to punish you, not because i take pleasure in it, though i cant imagine punishing a more beautiful slave than you, but because your master may order it.
84.Pg.189-"Well,surely you must know already that all punishment here are for the pleasure of your masters and mistresses...."
85.Pg.190-"But the other slaves,"she asked.
86.Pg.191-You are the property of your Prince. You are his slave entirely."
87.Pg.192-There are different agreements for different slaves.
88.Pg.192-She wants to remain on the condition that her continued slavery will save two slaves from having to come here.
89.Pg.194-Prince Alexi appears to have surrendered his will as a fine slave must,but there is a core in Prince Alexi that no one touches."
90.Pg.196-You've been subjected to very little sport so far from your love-stricken master."
91.Pg.198-"Poor darling slave,"he whispered to her with feeling.
92.Pg.199-"But you must never look at the faces of your masters and mistresses, you must never try to meet their eyes,and there is not to be a sound out of you,"he directed,"save your answers o me."
93.Pg.199-200-Yet she followed him at once past the other beds on which slaves were being groomed, and the baths in which one young men were being bathed, just as she had been bathed,their eyes flashing over her with mild curiosity as she risked a glance at each of them.
94.Pg.204-The Prince's eyes were closed, he drew on the powerful sex of he other with long caresses of his lips, his own buttocks flinching with each blow,and as the poor Prince whom he suckled seemed on the edge of culminating passion, the suckle was pulled back by the Page who took his obedient slave to yet another erect penis.
95.Pg.204-"Here, as you can see, the young slave Princes are taught their manners,"Lord Gregory said,"to be ever in readiness for their masters and mistresses.
96.Pg.204-205-He led her on closer to the female slaves who were being worked in a different manner.
97.Pg.205-"You see each slave receives simple instructions.
98.Pg.206-Of course she shall seldom be allowed such satisfaction by her masters and mistresses."
99.Pg.208-And perhaps she should see the Hall of Punishments, how those disobedient slaves are chastised using the very pleasure they have learned to feel here."
100.Pg.213-A young man, meantime,looking somewhat more impressive than the Pages,and differently costumed in dark blue velvet, came down the line of doubled and manacled slaves and appeared to inspect each face and each configuration of mercilessly exposed organs.
101.Pg.215-A soon as the helpless Princess had been so awakened, the man in velvet left her with an approving smile,and continued his movement back down the row of slaves, stopping again to tease and torment the young blond-haired Prince who without pride or dignity pleaded
from behind his leather bone gag.
102.Pg.217-"To begin with,my precious,"he said angrily,"stop admiring the male slaves so very much,staring a them at every opportunity.
103.Pg.218-A thousand slaves have surrounded him ever since he was a young boy, and in none of them has he found an object of devotion such as you.
104.Pg.219-"And no slave of the Queen or the Crown Prince should ever be condemned to such a disgraceful punishment,and no favorite slave ever has."
105.Pg.219-"And when you are properly trained, you shall be a splendid slave.
106.Pg.221-She was nothing to this woman who was dressed and a Lady and free to do all that she pleased,while Beauty was an abject naked slave who could do nothing but kneel before her.
107.Pg.227-"That punishment is for incorrigible and you are the slave of the Crown Prince himself.
108.Pd.230-Lord Gregory had wanted her to dine with he slaves.
109.Pg.237-Yet when she thought of all those male slaves she had seen in the Hall....
110.Pg.240-And your lovely face, only because it is the lovely face of a naked and helpless slave."
111.Pg.246-247-Beauty heard laughter from behind her and someone remarking to someone else that yes, the Prince's slave was well named.
112.Pg.247-And realizing suddenly that there were no other slaves in this room,Beauty felt all the more bereft.
113.Pg.248-"A common serving girl,slave"she though, more keenly than she had thought anything when she had been displayed.
114.Pg.250-"I would not even have her here,"said the Prince under his breath,"save my mother commands it,that she be treated like any other slave,that she be enjoyed by others.
115.Pg.254-Dont send her back to the Hall of Slaves tonight."
116.Pg.259-She is a slave,and all slaves desire a firm mistress and master.
117.Pg.260-Torches everywhere brilliantly illuminated the Slaves' Hall, and all about her Princes and Princesses was being combed and studded with flowers.
118.Pg.267-And then to her shock Beauty saw slaves all through the garden positioned in various ways for their torment.
119.Pg.268-Beautifully adorned slaves moved about,pitchers in hand,little gold chains fixed to their breasts, the Princes adorned with gold rings on their erect organs.
120.Pg.268-269-A great wall to the left, was adorned with spread-eagled slaves, and on a huge serving cart she saw slaves fixed to the giant wheels, turned upside down and over as the cart was moved forward.
121.Pg.270-Here too were bound slaves,their arms linked as they stood knee deep in the water,surrounding the central pillar,its sparkling flow pouring down over them.
122.Pg.273-"Now, into the room,"said Lord Gregory, and the slaves who had waited in a long line were ushered into the next chamber where they stood directly facing the arched door to the garden.
123.Pg.274-The young slave was forced out at once greeted by the black leather paddle of the Lord on horseback.
124.Pg.274-Immediately the slave commenced to run.
125.Pg.275-Before Beauty could take her eyes off them,another slave was on the way, and her eyes blurred as she saw far ahead a dim line of torches outlining the path that seemed to go on and on through the trees,past an endless vista of feasting Lords and Ladies.
126.Pg.276-Another slave was running, and then another.
127.Pg.276-Suddenly there were only three slaves before Beauty and the archway.
128.Pg.276-277-It will unwind slowly before you, you will see it turns well in advance, and stop only if you see the slave before you stopped.
129.Pg.277-Now and then the line is stopped, for as the slaves come before the Queen, they must stop for praise or condemnation.
130.Pg.278-Everywhere were servants and naked slaves.
131.Pg.281-The path had turned and she was following it only to see more and more Nobles banqueting and dimly before her to figure of the other rider and slave who had greatly outdistanced her.
132.Pg.283-But she knew only that she was a naked slave of the Court and anything might be done to her.
133.Pg.286-Slaves everywhere were thrown over barrels,their sore bodies being washed quickly with cool water.
134.Pg.288-Two Princes attended it and decorative pillars stood at both ends to which slave girls were affixed, their hands above their heads,their feet chained slightly apart at the bottom.
135.Pg.292-There are slaves here who serve years without ever being noticed by the Queen.
136.Pg.293-294-It was the stirring between her legs that first brought her out of sleep in the Slaves' Hall, and now and then she felt it as she stood waiting.
136.Pg.310-311-"All the rituals,"the Queen said in a low voice,"the Bridle Path,the stakes in the garden,the wheels,and then the Hunts in the Maze,and all the other clever games devised for my pleasure, but do i ever know a slave until i have this intimacy with the slave,the intimacy of the slave over my lap ready for punishment?
137.Pg.320-"Poor little slave,"said the Queen,"poor little obedient slave.
138.Pg.320-But you are as perfect in temperament as he said you were, as perfect as more trained slaves, and yet you are a fresher, sweeter."
139.Pg.323-I know how young and tender is my little slave, and how much she has to learn,and that she must be punished for small disobedience.
140.Pg.330-And then there has been your Lord and Master's temper and demands, and now and then a little routine smacking from your groom or Lord Gregory."
141.Pg. 338-"There, there,"said the Queen,"my brave little slave...."
142.Pg.353-"Dont let your cruel masters and mistresses deceive you.
143.Pg.356-If it did, even for a little while,our endlessly clever masters and mistresses would think of some new way to upended by Felix and spanked before an entire Court, and so casually, and for so little.
144.Pg.357-She is your mistress. You are a slave.
145.Pg.358-"And...on the Bridle Path,how can i confess it,I felt myself as if i were no longer locked in struggle, i was just a slave, a poor,desperate slave who must strive,strive purely."
146.Pg.360-I can tell, but our masters are not always so wise,i can assure you.
147.Pg.361-"Ah, but she is,and she is a great and valuable slave Princess.
148.Pg.361-All slaves have their way.
149.Pg.361-In time perhaps you will see other slaves who are exemplary in this.
150.Pg.361-Prince Tristan, for example,the slave of Lord Stefan,is incomparable.
151.Pg.363-Even a wild,teeth-gnashing slave can be bound and used in an abundance of different ways to amuse everyone.
152.Pg.366-367-As soon as i realized they meant to take me as a slave i knew they belonged to the Queen.
158.Pg.370-But understand,other slaves were looking at me in utter confusion.
159.Pg.371-The paddle was far easier to bear with an erect organ,he told me;with passion coursing through my veins,i should see the rhyme and reason of pleasing my mistress.
160.Pg.371-She told me i was more beautiful than any other slave sent to her.
161.Pg.373-All her slaves are her children."
162.Pg.375-"Now all this time,i never saw the other slaves punished by the Queen.
163.Pg.376-"But, as i began to exhibit an erect and craving organ in spite of myself, and began to actually look forward to the terrible spankings...in spite of myself...these two interludes not being connected as yet in my mind...she brought in a slave now and then for her amusement.
164.Pg.376-"I cant tell you the rage of jealousy i felt the first time i had to witness a slave punished.
165.Pg.377-"As i was saying, this slave was brought in and the Queen stroked and teased him shamelessly.
166.Pg.378-His own plump little buttocks being soundly spanked,the red-faced submissive slave on his knees to receive Prince Gerald, and the boy's erect cock going in and out of the undefended anus.
167.Pg.381-That time comes for all slaves.
168.Pg.382-But other slaves suffer just as much when they are released for many years.
169.Pg.385-And now and then, i could not conceal it when i saw Prince Gerald so boldly erect and taking his pleasure of one of the other slaves, or even taking the paddle.
170.Pg.386-But you have tried to submit and that is something.
171.Pg.386-I'd never had any intention of submitting to anything.
172.Pg.397-The next day i was shackled as before,and awaiting the boredom and restlessness of the same mistresses and masters.
173.Pg.397-They would not have spared my mouth, i suppose, had they not been commanded to leave me gagged as all such slaves are gagged.
174.Pg.413-She kissed me on the mouth and told me i was her loyal slave and her favorite.
175.Pg.415-I was her puppy dog,her mute slave,and now i must speak to her.
176.Pg.420-But one feels so much more helpless across the lap of the master or mistress."
177.Pg.422-I am your obedient slave.'
178.Pg.424-I had been thoroughly humbled by a coarse stable boy,and was now her abject pleasure slave with a soul that belonged to her with all the parts of my body totally.
179.Pg.425-"You see, after the rough treatment of the kitchen when i became something less than an animal to my captors,i was liberated at once into being the Queen's obedient slave.
180.Pg.427-But these things are nothing when one is devoted to the master or mistress.
181.Pg.427-"But the Queen did not want me merely for these servile tasks which other slaves had been trained to perform to perfection.
182.Pg.428-429-All day i fetched,laced shoes, bound girdles,brushed hair,polished jewels,and performed any other menial tasks the Queen wished,my buttocks forever sore,my thighs and calves marked from the paddle, my face stained with tears as any other slave in the castle.
183.Pg.430-So he didnt suffer for her;rather he suffered in the Slaves' Hall,ignored by those around him.
184.Pg.432-They were Princes of my same rank in the world,haughty,proud in their own lands,and also they were abject slaves as lowly now as i was.
185.Pg.437-"I saw myself as one of these Princes, one of these slaves.
186.Pg.442-"And i was their complete slave, whom they scorned and admired.
187.Pg.444-"All the while, to my shame, my cock was hard as if it knew its mistresses even when i refused to acknowledge them.
188.Pg.449-'Arch your back,'she said,'down, i want your chest pressed to the ground,'and as skillfully as any Page or mistress, she forced me along as the others praised her and marveled at her skill and stamina.
189.Pg.450-I reminded myself that i must please the Queen, i must please Lord Gregory, and finally i must please my cruel flaxen-haired mistress.
190.Pg.452-Again i was told to arch my back and to put my arms around the bound and doubled Princess slave hanging in front of me.
191.Pg.455-I am a slave Prince and there is nothing to be done for it.
192.Pg.456-She was the personal slave of the Grand Duke Andre.
193.Pg.456-He has often said that if he had his way, he would keep all slaves that sore always.
194.Pg.457-He had a castle of slaves to torment.
195.Pg.458-"And so was her master, the Grand Duke Andre,'he added,'and both were curious and somewhat regretful that such a display had not been witnessed by them,being wasted
only on other slaves.'
196.Pg.462-463-Now and then i even hears a slave driven past, crying fitfully under the inevitable smack of the leather.
197.Pg.463-"At twilight, the Slaves' Hall was full of talk of the circus.
198.Pg.463-There would be four rows of Lords and Ladies surrounding it, and they would bring their slaves, too,to see the amusement.
199.Pg.463-The slaves were in a state of dread, lest they be made to perform.
200.Pg.487-And all he slaves,naked,and collared in leather,march on foot with us.
201.Pg.491-"It was small consolation to me that other naked slaves would follow.
202.Pg.491-And soon,as we passed before hundreds upon hundreds of soldiers,i thought again,'i am her servant, her slave,and this is my life.
203.Pg.493-Naked,a slave of the Queen,i was in the midst of hundreds of common people who would have overpowered me at once,and cheerfully for all the sport it would have given them.
204.Pg.494-"Now Felix commanded me to show to the crowd all my private parts that were in the service of the Queen,and that i was her slave, and her animal.
205.Pg.503-And next Festival Night she would be entered in a race of Bridle Path slaves which he expected her to win after her daily training.
206.Pg.505-Very soon she was gathering little flowers in her teeth for Lady Juliana, or with great grace kissing the hem of her skirts,or even her white hands,all of these gestures delighting her mistress.
207.Pg.507-"My Lords and Masters,"she whispered to herself, and wondered why Leon had given her nothing to make her sleep when she was not tired at all and tortured by the
little throb of passion between her legs as always.
208.Pg.508-"I dont much approve of it myself,"Lady Juliana said,as she forced Beauty out into the garden,"but his Highness must let you see those poor slaves being packed off to the village."
209.Pg.509-She had not forgotten Alexi's mention of him, and imcomparable slave who knew the meaning of yielding.
210.Pg.513-Yet she could not keep her eyes off the slaves who backed away from the fence only to be tormented from the other side by another idle, devilish boy who struck much harder and with much more deliberation.
211.Pg.513-And it seemed at that same moment the slaves saw the little group approaching.
212.Pg.514-They seemed as beautiful as any slaves Beauty had seen,and as they writhed now, some of them dropping on their knees before the Prince, she saw here and there a lovely peach-colored sex beneath curls of pubic hair,or breasts quivering with crying.
213.Pg.517-Anyone in the village may purchase a slave if he or she has the gold for it."
214.Pg.517-The miserable,desperate slaves huddled together,turning their vulnerable breasts and organs towards their tormentors,as if at all costs they must protect their sore backsides.
215.Pg.518-"The auction itself takes place as soon as the slaves arrive and you can well suppose that even the beggars and common louts about town are there to witness it.
216.Pg.518-And each poor slave is carried off by his or her master not only to degradation and punishment, but miserable labor.
217.Pg.519-Few slaves can learn from a year in the castle what they can learn from the warm months in the village.
218.Pg.519-And of course,they cannot be really hurt, any more than slaves here.
219.Pg.519-And each week,they are herded to a Slaves' hall for bathing and oiling.
220.Pg.519-She saw the distant Prince Tristan among the others, his blue eyes calmly fixed to the back of his master,Lord Stefan.
221.Pg.520-"But would you send your own slave?"Lord Stefan appealed to him again.
222.Pg.520-521-"Then you have no choice,and yes,i would send my own slave,though no slave of the Queen or the Crown Prince has ever been so punished.
223.Pg.521-The Prince turned his back to the slaves almost contemptuously.
224.Pg.521-"Beauty watched as if in a trance as Lord Tristan knelt now slowly and gracefully and kissed the ground before his master.
225.Pg.522-The Prince pulled Lord Stefan away and said they must leave these miserable slaves now.
226.Pg.527-But a strange calm came over her even before her captors had reached the Slaves' Hall, and when she was thrust in a dark cell to lie on the cold stone floor with her bonds cutting into her flesh,she knew a quiet exhilaration.
227.Pg.529-And there stood the huge cart of slaves,already tethered to the heavy whit mares who would pull it down to the village.
228.Pg.529-The slaves wailed as they huddled together behind the low railing,and the driver had already taken his place while the cart was surrounded by mounted soldiers.
229.Pg.530-"One more,"Lord gregory called to the Captain of the Guard, and Beauty heard the cries of the slaves grow louder.
230.Pg.530-It seemed the prince saw her look up; and the slaves about her, seeing the window as well, set up a chorus of vain pleading.
231,Pg.531-All about her the frantic slaves tumbled against one another.
232.Pg.531-He struggled towards her as she moved towards him, though around them the slaves flinched and squirmed to avoid the spirited thrashing from the guards who rode along
beside them.

May 17, 2011

What BDSM means to me Part 4

How can you become a good submissive in general?
By being polite to everyone at first, but don't call them Sir or Ma'am, that is earned. If I or my Master sees fit, i get the proper respect to those in the lifestyle. Being curiosity to others.

How can you become a good submissive for me?
By doing what you want me to do. Like doing my chores/duties without complaint and do them at once. Be ready to do whatever you please, be respectful, loving and caring.

What is pain?
Google dictionary:
1.Cause mental or physical pain
2.(of a part of the body)Hurt

1.physical suffering or distress, as due to injury, illness, etc.
2.a distressing sensation in a particular part of the body: a back pain.
3.mental or emotional suffering or torment: I am sorry my news causes you such pain.

Is pain good or bad?
I think it can be either good or bad. Depends if you are in the SadoMasochism part, it can go both ways. Good is by doing things that you love. Whippings, to show your Master how much you love him and etc. Bad is if you are being punished and you have to endure the pain. So either way can come of it.

What is love?
google dictionary:
1.Feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to (someone)
2.Like very much; find pleasure in

1. profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person
2.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3.sexual passion or desire.

How can u show love?
By being loyal to you and do what you wish. To please you and make you content. Love is formed in a D/s relationship because of the bond you have to your Master. So it is by showing Him or Her what you will do for them.

What do you expect me to do/be as a Master?
I want you to take care of me, when things get bad or when I'm ill. I want you to be caring yet strict when necessary. Punishment be given when i need it or unruly towards you. Also give rewards to show that i have been good. Overall i want the bond to grow closer. I want you to use me as you wish and knowing that i can please you in any way i can.

What makes you unhappy?
When I'm ignored by others or even you.
Past memories that pop up out of nowhere.
Knowing that i cant please you, make you happy or make you content.

What makes you happy?
Knowing that I'm doing my duties to the best of my capabilities.
You showing/giving me rewards for being very good.
That you know me well and take care of me when I'm not well.

What is a collar?
google dictionary:
1.Put a collar on
2.Seize, grasp, or apprehend (someone)
3.Approach aggressively and talk to (someone who wishes to leave).

1.the part of a shirt, coat, dress, blouse, etc., that encompasses the neckline of the garment and is sewn permanently to it, often so as to fold or roll over.
2.a similar but separate, detachable article of clothing worn around the neck or at the neckline of a garment. Compare clerical collar.
3.anything worn or placed around the neck.

What are they for?
They are to show who is in control of the D/s relationship and also to keep in place for punishment... at times.

What do they mean?
They mean that you are owned by a Master or Mistress 24/7 or part time.

What is "mutual benefit"
well mutual benefit is that both or more parties get something out of this. It is not one sided at all. Like for instant, if it is a sexual mutual benefit then all parties get something out of the sexual aspect of the lifestyle.

Why must D/s relations be "mutual benefitting"?
If there wasn't a mutual benefits in the D/s relationship then it would be a dictatorship instead of a power exchange. In this lifestyle all parties have to gain something from this, or else it just doesn't work at all, and the slave will dismiss themselves from your service. It has to be mutual or else it will be strained over the course of time this goes on.

May 11, 2011

Some Thoughts....

Okay well i have been reading this little forum i guess you can call it that and i have come across some things.. that have pretty much shocked me. Not the right word but will do for the moment. The two things i have seen which kinda scares me is going really extreme into the lifestyle.

crucifying-especially upside down
Anything pertaining to a lot of blood lost
Person in the lifestyle with multiple personalities

Okay this just kinda goes beyond the boarders. I think if you really have mental problems, like the personality disorder or hear voices and etc, you SHOULD NOT BE IN THE LIFESTYLE. PERIOD. The reason i say that is because this lifestyle is about 90 percent mental and ten percent physical.

The reasons you shouldnt be in it, is because you will never know how far to go, and when things will pop up. It will be hard to do anything with this kind of problem. I needed to write on this, because i think it needs to be brought up and not to be giving advice on this. Saying you can do it, and etc.
It will never work out, and you never know when the person will break down. Just thought i would bring it up, and put out what i thought should be done in the lifestyle and not.

May 10, 2011

unspoken yet enticing words of love Poem

gazing into your cloudy eyes
hinting/ pouting for you to take control

waiting for orders
for commands
to submit
with every fiber of my being

of so many ways
to make you mad
to make you strict
to make you punish
this naughty slave you have

what will it take
to push the fine boundaries
to the next level

Just enough
for those strong yet gentle hands
to caress this body, you own
to pull my hair
to make me submit to your will?
for those hands
to slowly choke
this slave into submission.

What do I have to do
to make you punish me?
to make you ravish me?
to make you cover this body
in rose-colored streaks?

How many hints will it take
to get your attention?
to get you to know, i need you?

Need you to ravish me?
Need you to show affection to me?
Need you to take control
of this selfish slave
and mold her into what you want her to be

Waiting oh so waiting
for your orders Master
your will is my command.

May 9, 2011

What BDSM means to me: Part Three

Why is control given not taken?

Because this lifestyle is consent. And by taking it is being in an abusive relationship.If anyone takes control, then they arnt giving their consent to being controled. In this lifestyle it has to be consent or else this wouldnt be a safe lifestyle to be in. Like for example, fake domes take the control even without knowing who you are. That isnt what a a real Dom is about. They just take what they want and be the end of that. When a true dom comes by they ask or you ask to give them the control.

How do you gain trust?

This takes time with each and every sub/slave. For me, it took almost six months to a year to have trust with my Master. To gain it, you slowly build up on things. Like talking casually at first,getting to know one another and then taking it to the next step.The Master will give simple orders and see if you will obey them, and if you are willing to do that then the trust will become stronger as time goes by.I also think that to gain to trust both people or more personalities should mesh with one another, and that needs are the same as well.

How do you loose trust?

You loose trust by doing something behind your Master's back. It can be one of the hard limits or even a huge rule you should have not broken.Found out that you have broken that rule/limits then the Master may dismiss you for not being trustworthy.

How can/will you be a good submissive?

Can-by striding to do what im suppose to do,by obeying your orders, to make you happy and to please you in any way or form.
Will- By showing/doing what you want. By obeying your orders promptly. Respecting you, and also to be myself, to give myself completely to you.

What are at least three reasons I am sometimes unhappy?

1.Everyday struggles-home life-personal.
2.That I havent completely done something but tried anyways.(duty/order halfway)
3.Unhappy about yourself.(what you cant do, etc.)

How can you prevent me being unhappy?

1.Being there for you. Support you, comfort you in all things. Praying and knowing God will help and talking to you about that calms you down.
2. Not too upset with me-but next time to stride and do an order all the way and not just half way. To push my boundaries and to go further than what my limits are.
3. Talk to you. Tell you that you are worthwhile, that your dreams can still come true. To be there for you, no matter what is going on in life.

Five reasons you think or feel or know makes me happy?

1.Doing my duties without complaint.
2. Being patient with you and other things.
3.Me being happy and content in life and etc.
4.Knowing that God is foremost and I obey Him first.
5.Pleasing you, making you content and proud to be your daughter.

What makes me mad(not just unhappy)?

1.Not putting God first.
2.Not listening to you at all.
3.Not knowing at times when an order is being commanded.
4.Not being there for you.
5.Throwing words in your face. Accusing you of things.

What is sex?

Google Dictionary
1.Arouse or attempt to arouse someone sexually.
1.the instinct or attraction drawing one sex toward another, or its manifestation in life and conduct.
2.the sum of the structural and functional differences by which the male and female are distinguished, or the phenomena or behavior dependent on these differences.

What is pleasure?

google Dictionary
1.Give sexual enjoyment or satisfaction to.
2.Derive enjoyment from.

1.the state or feeling of being pleased.
2.enjoyment or satisfaction derived from what is to one's liking; gratification; delight.
3.worldly or frivolous enjoyment: the pursuit of pleasure.

What does sex mean to you?

Sex to me is physical affection and only a small part of showing love. It isnt important in O/our life, but what we do hold is love. We think love is more important than sex.

What does pleasure mean to you?

Pleasure is being satisifed(sexual and non-sexual) ways. Sexual-What arouses you. This for me is my reward for being a good slave. This should be given when completely by your Master.

Non-sexual-Pleased to your orders/duties for your Master. Also having shear pleasure that your Master is being taken cared of and his needs being met.

What BDSM means to me: Part Two

What is etiquette?

Google Dictionary:
1.The customary code of polite behavior in society or among members of a particular profession or group.

1.conventional requirements as to social behavior; proprieties of conduct as established in any class or community or for any occasion.
2.a prescribed or accepted code of usage in matters of ceremony, as at a court or in official or other formal observances.
3.the code of ethical behavior regarding professional practice or action among the members of a profession in their dealings with each other: medical etiquette.

What are the rules of etiquette?

well for me, be polite at first and if someone wants to Dom or own me, then the gloves are off. Other then that, I will say the Dom/Domme ID(in chats) with caps and be very polite and obey if they do not want us to chat in a room for a while.Most Dom/Domme's i've talked too are online, and so why i put this as an answer. Never met another Dom/Domme in real life.

What is respect?

Google Dictionary:
1.Admire (someone or something) deeply, as a result of their abilities, qualities, or achievements.
2.Have due regard for the feelings, wishes, rights, or traditions of.
3.Avoid harming or interfering with.
4.Agree to recognize and abide by (a legal requirement)

1.a particular, detail, or point (usually preceded by in ): to differ in some respect.
2.relation or reference: inquiries with respect to a route.
3.esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability:

What is punishment?

Google dictionary:
1.The infliction or imposition of a penalty as retribution for an offense.
2.The penalty inflicted.
3.Rough treatment or handling inflicted on or suffered by a person or thing.

1.the act of punishing.
2.the fact of being punished, as for an offense or fault.
3.a penalty inflicted for an offense, fault, etc.

Also punishment is what you get when you have done something wrong, and need to be taught the right way.

What is reward?

Google Dictionary:
1.Make a gift of something to (someone) in recognition of their services, efforts, or achievements.
2.Show one's appreciation of (an action or quality) by making a gift.
3.Receive what one deserves.

1.a sum of money offered for the detection or capture of a criminal, the recovery of lost or stolen property, etc.
2.something given or received in return or recompense for service, merit, hardship, etc.

Is something you get when you have behaved correctly, listening to orders and know what you are suppose to do. Sorta like a treat, to show that you have been good and it is something that you like.Example-SadoMasochism-clawing back.

what is "soft" and "hard" limits?

Soft limits is something you wouldnt normally do, unless you are forced to do it.
Hard limits is something you will never ever do.

Examples- soft, obeying a Domme. Hard, animals.

what are types of rewards?
depends on each sub/slave. Mine are, clawing back,vampire kisses,pleasure(sexual),watching movies i want to see and eating what i want to eat.Are some rewards i get when i behave.

why do I punish?
becaue you care and love me and want to correct my mistakes. Also because I pushed your buttons and went a bit far and need to teach me, my lesson.

Why do I reward?
Because i have behaved well and want to show me that i have been good. Also because you think i deserve to have a reward.

What am I expecting from you?
To learn from my mistakes and not to redo them. Also to grow/mold to what you want me to be. To have wisdom and that God should be frist in my life, then you. Aslo to keep your rules and be faithful, loyal to you and only you.

Define honesty,loyalty,obedience,trust,openness, and truth.

Google Dictionary-Honesty
1.The quality of being honest.
1.the quality or fact of being honest; uprightness and fairness.
2.truthfulness, sincerity, or frankness.
3.freedom from deceit or fraud.

Loyalty-Google Dictionary
1.The quality of being loyal to someone or something.
2.A strong feeling of support or allegiance.
1.the state or quality of being loyal; faithfulness to commitments or obligations.
2.faithful adherence to a sovereign, government, leader, cause, etc.
3.an example or instance of faithfulness, adherence, or the like: a man with fierce loyalties.

Obedience-Google Dictionary
1.Compliance with someone's wishes or orders or acknowledgment of their authority.
2.Submission to a law or rule.
3.Observance of a monastic rule.
1.the state or quality of being obedient.
2.the act or practice of obeying; dutiful or submissive compliance.
3.a sphere of authority or jurisdiction, especially ecclesiastical.

Trust-Google Dictionary
1.Firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something.
2.Acceptance of the truth of a statement without evidence or investigation.
3.The state of being responsible for someone or something.
4.A person or duty for which one has responsibility.
5.A hope or expectation.
6.Confidence placed in a person by making that person the nominal owner of property.
7.An arrangement whereby property is held in such a way.
1.reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
2.confident expectation of something; hope.
3.confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received; credit: to sell merchandise on trust.

Openness-google dictionary
no definitions for this.
1.not closed or barred at the time, as a doorway by a door, a window by a sash, or a gateway by a gate: to leave the windows open at night.
2.(of a door, gate, window sash, or the like) set so as to permit passage through the opening it can be used to close.
3.having no means of closing or barring: an open portico.

openness in my mind is being open to anything and exploring new things.

truth-google dictionary
1.The quality or state of being true.
2.That which is true or in accordance with fact or reality.
3.A fact or belief that is accepted as true.
1.the true or actual state of a matter: He tried to find out the truth.
2.conformity with fact or reality; verity: the truth of a statement.
3.a verified or indisputable fact, proposition, principle, or the like: mathematical truths.

What is control?

google dictionary
1.The power to influence or direct people's behavior or the course of events.
2.The power to restrain something, esp. one's own emotions or actions
1.to exercise restraint or direction over; dominate; command.
2.to hold in check; curb: to control a horse; to control one's emotions.

May 8, 2011

What BDSM means to me. Part One.....

I found this Submissive Journal on Wire Club and had very interesting questions. So here it goes. This will be in four parts, since this is so huge. Here we go:

What is submissive?

Google Dictionary:
1. Ready to conform to the authority or will of others; meekly obedient or passive.

1. inclined or ready to submit; unresistingly or humbly obedient.
2. marked by or indicating submission.

What is submission?

Google dictionary:
1.The action or fact of accepting or yielding to a superior force or to the will or authority of another person.
2.An act of surrendering to a hold by one's opponent.
3.Humility; meekness

1.an act or instance of submitting.
2.the condition of having submitted.
3.submissive conduct or attitude.

What is a slave?

Google Dictionary:
1.Work excessively hard
2.Subject (a device) to control by another

1.a person who is the property of and wholly subject to another;
2.a person entirely under the domination of some influence or person:
3.a drudge; housekeeping.

What is slavery?

Google Dictionary:
1.The state of being a slave
2.The practice or system of owning slaves
3.A condition compared to that of a slave in respect of exhausting labor or restricted freedom
4.Excessive dependence on or devotion to something

1.the condition of a slave; bondage.
2.the keeping of slaves as a practice or institution.
3.a state of subjection like that of a slave: He was kept in slavery by drugs.
4.severe toil; drudgery.

How are subs and slaves different?

Well if we are going by definitions, it is very different. Subs are humble and oblige to do things for their Master's and Mistress's, while slaves aren't so willing. There is more of a bond between slave and Dom/Domme's than submissives, in my mind. To me submissives need to be told what to do, while slaves know what their Master's/Mistress's needs.

What does being a Dominant mean to you?

A true dominant to me, is one who can respect others in this lifestyle and back off when someone says they are owned. A true dominant doesn't come striding in (chat rooms) mostly, and demands a slave to obey them. A true dominants cool and collective when a slave(theirs) get out of hand and knows how to deal with them. Knows what kind of punishment/rewards they should get. Also caring for the sub/slaves as well. That means taking care of them after punishments or ailments.

What does a Dom do in D/s relationships?

Well in general, they are suppose to take care of the sub/slave. Know when to punish/reward them and support them, such as financial,spiritual, etc.
A sub/slave is depending on the Dom to take care of them, guide them, mold them to what they want them to be. We are suppose to give our lives to them, and trust them that they will protect us, no matter the cost.

What are a Dom's responsibilities?
1.It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure an unowned submissive is guided to a Dominant that is suited to the submissive's wants, needs and desires.
2.It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure the submissive knows what being abusive is. To insure this is to insure the submissive knows when to call it quits.
3.It is the responsibility of a Dominant to ensure the submissive knows what the submissive's rights are.
4.It is the responsibility of a Dominant to teach the submissive information about the Lifestyle

What does submissive mean to you?

Well it means you will submit meekly, willingly, and that you want do do it. You wait for your Master/Mistress to tell you what to do.

What are a subs responsibilities?

1.Never expect to have your dominant live your life for you.
2.Keep up with your own personal self-growth.
3.Take responsibility for your life.
4.Don't be afraid to let your Dominant know when you are having a bad day.
5.Take care of your health.
6.Listen to your gut.
7.If you don't feel comfortable talking with your Dominant or a trustworthy friend, keep a journal.
8.Never forget that as you serve your dominant, you should also feel just as special and treasured in return.
9.Be responsible for your own personal happiness.

What does a sub do in the D/s relationship?

A subs roles are to take care of her Master and do it meekly and willingly. They want to please them but also they want some kind of reward in the end. It isn't like a slave and Master type, it is how they can please their Master and then see what kind of rewards they get.It is also in my mind, not a lifetime commitment, it can be temporary and most will leave after a time of being in the lifestyle.

What will you gain personally from D/s relationship?

I gain from this relationship a huge bond from my Master. I am very pleased to be his slave, and proud to be called his slave as well. I do what he wants without him telling me, and it gives me the pleasure to do this. I love seeing him pleased and content, and him having the control in the relationship. The love, understanding between us builds more and more,as the years go on.

May 3, 2011

Some annoying things....

Okay some annoying things that are just being a tad bit annoying. Yes i used it twice in one sentence. You know why, because it is that freaking annoying.

So i dont mind talking to a whole lot of people. Its why im here,but just lately its beginning to be a bit of a problem.. A few things are getting just a tad annoying.So here it is...

Why are you here in this chat room.- This is the top, because it has been coming up a lot lately. why do i need to give them an explanation of why im in some room or not. Not really their business why im in there.

Do you like BDSM stuff?- Why state the obvious? I really dont like obvious statements.Why ask this, when clearly in my profile, it shows that im in the BDSM lifestyle? So it is obvious that i love being in it.

Whats your job...Whats your qualifications..I really hate this one. When i say im not working right now, then the next question pops up automatically. Who's business is it, what qualifications i have or not? They arnt going to hire me, so why ask this question at all?

Oh, you're owned? Who or whom owns you.- A little bit into a convo, if a dom or anyone really ask this question. What does it matter who owns me? They dont know Him at all, so why ask this question in the first place?

You're not a real slave. You dont act like one.- This one makes me laugh a bit, but lately its getting annoying. This one goes to the doms and dommes who have talked to me(which are fake doms and dommes) I act a certain way online or just talking to regular people, I'm not going to be saying yes sir or no ma'am because i am a slave. I am a slave to one and only one person MY Master. So i will give anyone else the same manners as a regular person. But if they are nice enough people i give them respect. But these dont. They just want to own me right then and now, without even knowing who i am. With this im sorry i become a tiger. I tell them im already owned and yet they still do it.One thing i hate most of all is not listening when someone says no, no matter what. So they say im not a slave. Well we are not going to be compliant to people who are just wanting to use us for what maybe an hour and then throw us away. Not going to happen.

What's your nationality?- I've been getting this one a lot lately. Been called a Muslim and etc all because of my name. I really dont mind the question, but i dont like the assuming part that im something that im not. Seems like people can know who i am within seven minutes of talking to me, and put me in a nut shell. I know im a very complicated person, so in that time frame it will not show you, who i truly am.

why did you pick Slave_Ashpea for your name? Another obvious statement. Getting a bit tired of the obvious statements on this one. Its why i put in a little intro thing i am a slave... so i wouldnt have to say why i chose my name.

Maybe im just a little annoyed today, but these questions will be no longer answered, or i will give a sarcastic remark. Maybe i think it is time to take some time to regain myself. Who knows.......