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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

July 20, 2011

Who will unleash the Monster within Poem...

In a life time
of dreams and hopes

One single day
one single night
one single dream

can crush every fiber
of our being can tear out our souls

To finely comb through
our bodies
to finely cleanse our minds

we build up another person
another soul that took the place
of the weak ill fated child
we once were

instead stormy shadows crawl into place
instead this emotionless being
stands in the wake of new dreams
of new found hope

but in reality, does this suit anyone?
Does the mask really show us
that being emotionless
makes us stronger
makes us firmer
makes us grow and understand nature
and people with different lives?

Thoughts of being weak
thoughts of being stronger
stir through our minds
each and every day
each and every waking minute

But what makes us
can break us
into something we don't like
into something that we don't know the name of
but fear it all the while

can we truly embrace that?
that darkness everyone talks about?
that shadow, that lurks behind our mind's eye
that droplet of truth
that droplet of sanity
that droplet of morality
that's suppose to makes us who we are????

but lets take it to another notch
shall we...
what if that person
is stripped of truth
is stripped of sanity
is stripped from morality
what do you have instead?

Would it be,emotionless
would it be,more emotions that person cant handle
would it be no morals at all
would it be ruthlessness that takes over

Would they really let that monster
that one monster,slip
and take every fiber of their being
every breathe they have breathed
to change them into this...
to change them into something
they cant fathom?

Is that what they really want?
Or is it something else there
their conscience trying to break free
trying to tell them, what is right from wrong
to whisper some little hint of guilt
they want to get rid of
yet they cant...

Maybe and maybe not
We will never truly know
till one day, we
will unleash that monster
unleash the darkness
within ourselves

and i bet,we will not like
what we will see
what was hiding from us
all that time

wont like what we have created
over the years in innocent trust
and will that innocent be lost forever???

who will ever know.....the unknown of ourselves....

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