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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

December 1, 2011

Circle of life, poem by me



So many people hold in grudges
so many people hold in hate
so many people want revenge
so many people want love
so many people want to hate
so many use drugs to hide their own feelings
to escape in another dimension

so many want to sleep around
to take away the feelings that are deep inside

these are a few things a person
can be when abuse hits them

these are a few feelings
few emotions that stir deep inside their souls

most of them feel these
others act on them

why have the abuse circle to them
when they plead to not be hit
to plead to not be hurt

yet they do it to others
is it to feel powerful
to feel like they over came the obstacles in their life?

yet, to feel these feelings are natural of course
but it doesnt mean we have to act upon them

Sure, they are the easy way to escape the hell hole
we have called our own little world
but trust me, these are not the right steps to take

if you go down those rabbit holes
all you will find

is more heartache
than you had when you were abused

there will be consequences to the actions you take
instead of just leaving it alone

There will be more feelings you have to deal with
than the ones you already have

So, you tell me this
why do you people
want to escape their worlds
into a deeper
into an uglier one
than the one they live in?

And you wonder
how many times will they take these roads
that lead to nowhere land/
How many times will they have to wander 
those lonely roads

to open their eyes up
and see the right path
they are suppose to be on?

For some, that will be never
for some, it is way to late to turn back
for some, it is right there, right now
for some, it may come a little later in life

whether or not
you choose to take the right path 
or the wrong path..
always hold on to who you are

always hold on, to the morals
you make within yourself

and im talking about the morals
the rules you set inside yourself
that no one can ever break....

those are the things, that make you up
and those are the things, that no one
can ever take away
except for yourself
think about the consequences 
before you take action...........

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