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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

February 1, 2012

Thoughts on people....

hm, seems like the same stuff is happening in the bdsm rooms in wire club. At first i thought that it had changed but of course it’s not. Same old, same old. It seems like people there, only have an interest in me for maybe a week and then right after that, i go unnoticed. I don't mind it, but i guess it makes me upset in a way, because i think they are my friends. But, it doesn't seem like that. Right now, im conducting an experiment. I’m seeing how long it takes for any of them to notice im in the room and say something about it. Right now, it’s been a minute and nothing yet. Finally after three minutes of sitting like a goose someone said hi. Now, that is a bit unsettling.

Wouldn't you think that if these were your friends, wouldn't they say hi, or something? I guess i just don't like the fact that they are suppose to be my friends, yet they don't say one word about it. I would like to be greeted and what not, as to what i do for them. But, i know this is life and how it is going to be. Seems like i will never find people who are in the lifestyle that are like minded like me and Daddy and that is a bit heartbreaking. Oh well, what am i suppose to do now?Anyways, Until next time....

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