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I'm 23 now; In the BDSM lifestyle for four- almost five years now. I am a 24/7 slave with a wonderful Daddy/fiancee: who is artcomet.blogspot.com. But as you will see in this blog are the emotions that I go through each and every day- in and out of the lifestyle. This is to show how much I've grown and bonded with my Daddy, how I've dealt with 'the world", and how I dealt with people in the BDSM lifestyle; Enjoy.

July 8, 2013

How things are going so far in the lifestyle....

July 8,2013

I'm not sure what is going on as of late. But i think the Devil is messing with me a lot. This makes the third day that someone wants to pick a fight for no apparent reason. And its about the lifestyle.

The first two nights was on another site, and i asked a simple question that had a bit of O/our memories in it, and i got so much hatred from it, that i wrote them back, stating that Daddy is abusive and what not. And they think im going to just stay quiet about that? I dont think so. And say that im battling everyone's opinion... and i never knew these people on that site at all and they just had to comment on my question all of a sudden? Just doesnt make sense.

I got upset because i thought i made a friend, or at least open up someone eyes to how BDSM works, but to no avial i find out she used me. Just wanted to pick my brain and to see what makes me tick. And then when Daddy wrote back to her in not a nasty way, she comes back and gives me her ideas on it.

And then today happened. I was talking on a chat site and there are quiet a bit of people in the lifestyle and i had someone who thought he was a dominant trying to tell me that im using God as an excuse to not obey other people, and to not do what Daddy/fiancee wanted. This is a touchy subject for me, as to i know there are a lot who are not religious and in the lifestyle so they will have different views than me. But i already knew he was going to try and twist things on me.

I was trying to tell him that i sin just like everyone else, but he just twisted it to saying that im just using that excuse to not do things in the lifestyle. Sorry, but im not going to do things that go against God. He tried taking that i live with Daddy/fiancee a sin, but how can that when W/we are married in His eyes?

That didnt go well with him so he kept going on. I told him, that i will not do other things with other people, because it goes against God and he just said that i twist the Word and God so i dont have to do it. Because you tell me, how is it Godly to share your body/soul with another person and not taint yourself and your spouse?

I just love how people in this lifestyle judge more so than those who are not in it, but then again, you do have a lot who are not in the lifestyle twist a lot of things and think oh its abusive and so forth. So it can be equal in ways. I just dont get why all the hate, all the fighting as of late. Is it to see how much i can take before breaking again? I dont know, i just hope that im doing well and doing the right thing for God. Until next time.

2 comments:

  1. Hi! Just came across your blog last night. Are you still writing? I am a Christian, and I am a 24/7 slave. We seem to be rare. I’m happy I ran into you! Sorry you had some bad run-ins. Hopefully, things have been better as of late.

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    1. Hi there, I'm still writing, but i tend to not put it up or have the time to put it up as i would like. Oh nice, you dont see that many who are for God and in the lifestyle 24/7, I wish there were more out there, but unfortunately there are only a few who are truly in it. It's alright, im slowly getting over the stuff and learning how to be a better person. It has been thanks to God. Hope you enjoy the blog. Until then...

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